This month has flown by so far. I don't know what the hell happened. March is the fastest month of the year. I am exhausted, but it feels like it just started.
Welll, when I think of the ending of Feb...it does feel super long ago: but still.
I just know that this month has been a blur. I've experienced so much and so little at the same damn time. But, luckily, I'm getting back on track.
Yes, this speed cause a blur effect on my reality. Like, I kind of got lost in the sauce and I don't know what the hell or how the hell. Everything is witchcraft, lol. So, someone must have put witchcraft on me. That's the reason. I use that like Christians use the devil.
But, for real for real, I was slacking just a little bit. Not enough to ruin my hustle, but enough to notice a difference in my goals. I was just tired. I kinda took a break, but I also kinda didn't. I don't know. It was a blur, I already mentioned that. But, I am getting back to it. Maybe it's the weed? I haven't smoked in so long and I recently started back up? Maybe that's what is making the blur? I shall now experiment on myself and see.
I also need to like, deep clean my house. I guess they call it spring cleaning? I need to do some of that shit. I'mma use my mom's playlist and just start blaring the music she used to play while I was little. Buy some snacks for the kids and have what my mom would call a "clean up party".
I can't believe I'm a fucking mom sometimes. I just be looking at my kids and hoping they good, bruh. You never fucking know with these humans...
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Speedy Gonzales